...when it suddenly clicks...

Sunday, April 01, 2007

for your eyes only

i found something i shouldnt have.
it wasnt on purpose - it just sort of happened.
and really i had every right to - it was fully public
but i knew that i shouldnt have - it was so very private
i felt almost naughty stealing glances at the lines
but i couldnt help myself.
i read it and reread it.
i doubled back to see what had come before it
and checked to see what followed
i was riveted
so much so i left my ironing
it was the smell of burning silk that tore me away
but the echo of scorching words brought me back
and i was softened by their warmth
and saddened by their message

for the time being i'm not sure what to do with all this
i shall probably go back and read it once more
and yet again i shall feel touched and confused and sad and sorry
yes most of all i am so very sorry.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, you must share it at least?!

Pre-K @ Cheder Chabad said...

must i?

either way, i'll have you know that it holds much less value for you - as stated, its public - only i intruded

Anonymous said...

You're being vague...

Pre-K @ Cheder Chabad said...

guilty as charged

the sabra said...

don't know what u were referrin to but i can apply it to myself kinda..though i had permission, was allowed to read...but still..

awesome writing
i do wish u guys would make ur own blogs though, separate. so i know whos writing. is this ad?

Pre-K @ Cheder Chabad said...

isnt it weird - when you are allowed to - you know what you are doing is ok but yet to read someone's personal feelings - ones that include you - it's trespassing with your eyes.


thanks for liking my writing - it means alot to me - you have no idea
and yes its ad - pretty much always so dont worry bout the seperate blogs

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