...when it suddenly clicks...

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

stuck in the middle

have you ever felt stuck, like you didnt belong anywhere? well this post is dedicated for all you in betweeners such as myself. on the one hand your chabad, but on the other hand alot of your friends and your schools arnt chabad. in the chabad world they call you a snag and in the non-chabad world you're put on this pedastil of chabadnick! ok so thats a huge exageration but i'm just trying to make a point. it reminds me of that song from journeys "what your looking for is right there at your door, believe me when i tell you friend, you couldn't ask for more but what ur heart has knowns is that their is no place like home, so come on back o u'll never be alone" sometimes you feel like you belong but its such a brief moment. i dont know maybe its all in my head as chanie says. maybe we should start our own group called the inbetweeners and the geja people will feel like they dont belong b/c we'll be a bunch of second generation ba'al teshuva families! hey i actually like that idea. tell me what u think

Monday, September 25, 2006

happy RH

hey e/o hope your roash hashana went well i'm realy too tired to write currently but GW i will tom btw chanie u better write abt pen state!@!

Monday, September 18, 2006

survey

to all my loyal blogger fans(which consist of chanie and me)
for sociology i am taking a servey, if these question offend you then you do not have to post your answers, you may e-mail me them at patme63@hotmail.com or tziniusgurl770@yahoo.com
1. what was your first toy that you remember playing with? your first book? outfit?
2. what was your favorite toy growing up? book? outfit?
3. what toy did u want but never had? book? outfit?
4. what was your favorite pass time? is your favorite pass time?
5. Did you ever try to pee they way of the oposite gender?
6. Have you ever worn oposite gender clothing( this includes purim, shirts pants....)

thanks for all that participate please feel free to pass this on i need as many interviews as i can get
all the best

why do good girls go not so good

do you know what its like to always know what the right thing is to do? no i mean ALWAYS, no matter how complicated the situation is the "right thing" always sticks out? well i do. but the real choice is whether to acknowledge it, and sometimes i'll convince myself that i don t know what the right thing is but realy i will and all that means is that i realy dont want to do the right thing. and the worst part it doesnt always feel good doin the right thing. what do i tell myself to make me do the right thing, that my father would be proud. ya that works but for how long, how many times can i use that one and the one the Tanya gives abt. reminding yourself that your cutting yourself off from your lifesource, works gr8 when i feel the connection, but its not always there i mean lets face it wer're in golus and sometimes the curtain is strong. I need something tangible i'm a visual learner remember.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

im back ....

Yo pesh -

this is no personal diary my friend - you've like usurped the blog - you blog usurper! Hop off to california and this is how you treat your homies huh? .....

So Penn State loves and misses you ... I had wonderful thoughts to post at times - you know those great ones that knock you over like a lightening bolt only after a 4 am trip to "the bakery" and not sleeping all night - those lightening bolts have got nothing on me - it would take a friggin volcano under me to get me moving and thinking but as I felt I'd neglected you and our dear blog I'm here just to share these thoughts and to say hey .

Love ya!
Chanie

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

college

ok so this shoulld save me alot of time all my decision makers read my blog so this is for you guys, you know who u r
ok here it goes so i'm taking this college course the computer one, i ts reaaaaaaly stupid, i mean 10th grade computers is more intense. but i took it b/c it made me up to 12 credits which the college gave me another 1,000 grant for but its a waste of my time should i still take it b/c 1) to keep up my gpa 2) $1,000 grant or should i not b/c 1) who knows how the teacher will grade me 2) fafsa pays for it w/o the 1,000 and i dont know if i get to keep it 3) its still work that takes up time
so i'm askign you to please be the judge and can you please do it fast b/c i dont know what the cut off date for droppin the class is

lonely

ok so since the viewers of this post consist of me, myself and i. i have chosen to use this blog as my diary, since i suck at keepin a real one. it is now way pass my bed time so disregard any stupid things said, which is basically everything. if anyonen remembers my old theme song went "please tell me why, my clothes r in the front yard and i'm, sleepin w/ my clothes, came into the window last night and your gone" well my new song goes " i am so lonely, o so lonely, i have nobody to call my own" i think thats pretty self explanitory. and this comp course is oo annnoyin its basically 10th grade computers but i have no freakin clue how i'm suppose to hand in the work i called my professors what i thought office turns out he gave out his cell number and i woke him up, wow i'm sure gonna get a good grade in this class, ugggg!! HELP ME.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If:

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE.
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2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
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3. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton
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4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
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5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.

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6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
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7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom
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8. Two words: Hammer Pants
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9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
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10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and spokey-dokes or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect

11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" (Woo ooh!)


12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
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13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
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14. You saw the original Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on the big screen..and still know the turtles names.
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15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
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16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.

17. You played the game "MASH"(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House)
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18. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
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19. L.A. Gear....need I say more?
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20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. (She's Truly Outrageous.)

21. You remember reading Tales of a fourth grade nothing and all The Ramona books.
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22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"
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23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
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24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us...head-to-toe)
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25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted.
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26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
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27. You took lunch boxes to school... and traded Garbage Pailkids in the schoolyard.
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28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
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29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.

30. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
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31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
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32. You thought She-ra (Princess of Power!) and He-Man should hook up.
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33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets.
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34. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes.
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35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
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36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
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37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
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38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.
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39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
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40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
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41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.

42. You remember Popples.
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43. Don't worry, be happy
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44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.

45. You wore socks scrunched down (and sometimes still do..getting yelled at by younger hip members of the family)

46. You remember boom boxes and walking around with one on your shoulder like you were all that.
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47. You remember watching both Gremlins movies.
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48. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
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49 You remember watching Rainbow Bright and & My Little Pony Tales
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50. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
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51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
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52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool...and don't even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB"
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53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell," The ORIGINAL class.
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54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
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55. You just sang those words to yourself.

56. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
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57. Homemade Levi shorts.. (the shorter the better)

58. You remember when mullets were cool!
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59. You had a mullet!

60. You still sing "We are the World"
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61. You tight rolled your jeans.
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62. You owned a bannana clip.
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63. You remember "Where's the Beef?"
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64. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' 'bout Willis?"
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65 You had big hair and you knew how to use it.
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66. You're still singing shot through the heart in your head, aren't you!

FAMILY

hey chan and onyone else who's bored enouph to read this. greek myth huh? sounds like ........greek mythology huh?
any who this one is dedicated to my family,OMG I MISS YOU GUYS OOO MUCH MY LIL BRO IS GOING TO YESHIVA BOTH OF THEM OMG I'M OLD :( I WOULD CRY IF I WOULD BUT I CANT SO I WONT I MISS YOU GUYS AND EMA AND TOTTIE PLEASE COME VISIT ME :)

Monday, September 04, 2006

ya... iknow, bad girl wanna be

ok so for starters yes i know i have no life i am posting 3x in one day but......i'm not realy that fat!! its the shirt; never wear stripes or trust a bunny for that matter! also since the veiwers of this blog consist of myself and chanie i dont care how many times i write in it, ok so i saw how ppl write poems on their blogs, well i wrote a song and i fig i'll just post it. it sounds better then it looks though (i should prob be doin college reading instead of this huh?)

there r two dif ppl walkin through life
one lives on instinct and the other thinks twic

chorus: i wish i was a bad girl, i wish i was a girl, i wish i was abad girl; a bad girl like u
i wish i was a bad girl, i wish i was a bad girl, i wish i was a bad girl, but i'm too chicken to be like u

how do u do it i just dont know
how do u go when he says so
how come you never think things through
darn, i wish i was like u

(chorus)

so which way is right and which way is wrong
to stay up all night or not stay out tooo long

hmmmmm??!!?

(chorus)




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hair cuts

hey e/o well today was the day and me and all my friends went to huntington beach and got our hair cuts for the the new school yr and guess what? i went blond yep now am i an official dumb blond no more of this "i was born blond" bit, no sir! well as i was taking my dorky pics to put up on the blog zaide Farber said he would take it with his camera i wanted some b4 and after shots but then i realized i dont have any pics of myself so if u have any please send to put up. Also there r several pics and you can vote on which one u think is the best to go on my myspace:) lucky u the last also is sorry if it takes up the whole screen i havent quite learnt how to crop it yet(i'm a dumb blond remember;)
ok so i tried to upload twice but it wasnt working i'm going to e-mail them to my better half and see if she can do it:)

Sunday, September 03, 2006

hope this is entertaining

hey everyone (who basically consists of me and chani;) ) this is our first oficial blog. as a side note i am aloud 3 errors per blog. ok maybe 5. so basically this is the east coast west coast blog. irvine is great, the ages of my friends here range from 3-10 years and no i am not a pedofile! so we plan on G-d willin having picks up because i KNOW how much you guys loooooove to see me in action. tomorow i'm gettin my hair done we'll see how it goes. and we have lots of famous people here; do u know who lives under the hot tub in a big pink pineaplle?? no not spunge bob like zofia thinks but realy spungeBobs older gay bro. if u want i can get u autographs! :)